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Running Up That Hill

Running Up That Hill

It doesn’t hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn’t hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I’m making?
You be running up that hill
You and me be running up that hill

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh…

You don’t want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I’m tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don’t we?

You, be running up that hill
You and me, be running up that hill
You and me won’t be unhappy.

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
If I only could, oh…

‘C’mon, baby, c’mon, c’mon, darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
C’mon, angel, c’mon, c’mon, darling,
Let’s exchange the experience, oh…’

And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems [x2]

Running Up That Hill‘ ~Placebo~ (Kate Bush cover)

This is kind of on the darker side of my thoughts, but this song makes me really think. I’ve suffered depression and anxiety just about all my life, I actually can’t remember a time I wasn’t one or the other….or both. A lot of people think that little kids can’t really know anxiety or depression, but even as young as 6 I remember worrying and being stressed and sad. Which in itself is sad, looking back on it. So having come out on the other side of it all, for the most part, there have been times that I’ve struggled with how life turns out. I’ve been as far down as someone can be, and have managed to still be here living and breathing, and yet there are people who want to live desperately and they end up passing away much too soon. That’s when I’ve said, ‘If I could make a deal with God and get him to swap our places…’, I’d do that in a heartbeat. I’ve spent so much time in the past not wanting to live, that I felt a certain sense of guilt, when others who want to live desperately go much too soon. I think I’ve felt a kind of survivors guilt…..why am I living when so many others aren’t, and then to not find any joy or happiness in it. If you follow along with my blog, you know I still have times that I’m down, but ultimately I want to live….because I know when those times pass, there’s so much to live for…..and I know I don’t want to miss a thing!

The Peace By Peace hunt starts today, it’s from the organizers of the Peace on Earth hunt, so you know it’s going to be a good one. Elle Boutique is participating and the ‘Eden Earrings’ are the prize! It’s a full set, HUD driven with 7 metals and 14 stone and diamond colours, SL materials enabled, and resize on touch. They match the ‘Eden Ankle Bracelet’ if you want to have matching accessories, which is always nice. You can find the prize guide for the hunt here.

The ‘H0316’ hair is from tram.

I’m wearing the ‘Maddie’ skin in ‘honey’ tone from The Skinnery on the ‘Lilo’ bento head from Catwa. The ‘Sexy Smokey Eyeshadow’ is from MILA and the ‘Soma Eyes’ are from Zombie Suicide.

I’m over by the little building by the lighthouse at Isle of May here. You’ll find a nice sitting area with some companions of the canine kind there along with the boiling kettle, just waiting for you to have a cup of tea.

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