What a Beautiful Mess!

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Voices

Voices

Who am I, is this me?
Am I one or thirteen?

I’ve gone cold, hard to deal
Used to stand where I kneel

Everybody listen
Voices in my head
Everybody listen
Does yours say what mine says?

I want more, than I need
I don’t know what is real

Everybody listen
Voices in my head
Everybody listen
Does yours say what mine says?
Anytime I listen
Voices in my head
Everybody listen
Does yours say what mine says?

Whispering of names, faces
Uniforms I’ve worn
And all that is gone
Always climbing
To fall down again
Holding onto everything
It’s not what it seems

I’ve been told, dreaming’s free
Think I’ll go back to sleep

Everybody listen
Voices in my head
Everybody listen
Does yours say what mine says?
Anytime I listen
Voices in my head
Everybody listen
Does yours say what mine says?

Calling out the names, faces
Uniforms I’ve worn
And all that is gone
Always climbing
To fall down again
Holding onto everything
It’s not what it seems

Voices‘ ~Alice in Chains~

I have voices in my head, it’s that voice that always makes me question what’s real, and the more I listen to it the more I believe it and pretty soon I can’t tell what’s truth and what’s not. If I don’t quickly identify it can take me down into the darkness where I see everything in a skewed way and the world is a cold lonely place. It’s the part of me that I know is there, yet it sneaks up and overtakes me without my knowing, and the only way I can overcome it is to bring it out into the light and expose it, and then refuse to let it beat me. There was a time in my life that I didn’t know anything else, but those days are gone……. everyday I fight that voice in me that says I’m not good enough, because I know what’s true and I won’t let it win. Never stop fighting it!

I’m wearing the ‘H0531’ hair from tram. As usual my look starts with the ‘Maddie’ skin in ‘honey’ tone from The Skinnery on the ‘Lilo’ bento head from Catwa and the ‘Lara’ mesh body from Maitreya. I’ve added a bit of shadow from the ‘Satin Shadow’ set from Buzzeri.

I’m laying in bed using a pose from the ‘Linger’ set of poses from Le Poppycock.

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