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Big Girls Cry

Big Girls Cry

Tough girl
In the fast lane
No time for love
No time for hate
No drama no time
For games
Tough girl
Whose soul aches

I’m at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It’s agony

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you’ve taken
And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

Tough girl
I’m in pain
It’s lonely at the top
Blackouts and airplanes
I still pour you a glass of champagne
Tough girl
Whose soul aches

I’m at home
On my own
Check my phone
Nothing though
Act busy
Order in
Pay TV
It’s agony

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you’ve taken
And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking

I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up
I wake up, I wake up, I wake up,
I wake up alone

I may cry, ruining my makeup
Wash away all the things you’ve taken
And I don’t care if I don’t look pretty
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their hearts are breaking
Big girls cry when their heart is breaking

Big Girls Cry‘ ~Sia~

People cry for so many reasons……..an I end up crying at times when it’s the last thing I want to do. Take for example The Dodo on Facebook……….it has nice animal stories that always have a happy ending…….but…….I cry when I watch them. I cry when I see a poor animal in a situation that nothing should live in…..and I cry from the sadness of that….but then they show how it’s life changed and how happy it is now, and I cry harder. I finally realized that it’s not about any one emotion that brings me to tears, it all of them……when powerful enough. So in the end it’s tears of happiness. I cry when I’m frustrated and angry, too…..it’s just the way I am. When I was younger and life was different for me I didn’t cry at all, I kept it hid away in the darkness where, I found out later, it only grows and will eventually show itself in a more destructive form. So, I’m ok with crying often…it doesn’t make me weak, it makes me human.

Today I’m wearing the ‘Cracked Skull’ tattoo from Wild Roots, since Halloween is coming I thought it was time to break out of my comfort zone a little. I’m not a Halloween fanatic, at all. In fact I don’t do any kind of Halloween things, but I know there’s tons of people who like Halloween more than Christmas, and that’s okay. I just wish there was less scary movies on TV this time of year……I hate scary movies………you know what they do? They scare me! 😀 The tattoo comes in 3 ink tones and is compatible with Catwa, Lelutka mesh heads along with any head that’s Omega driven…plus there’s system layers, too. I’ve added the ‘Smokey Eyeshadow’ from Izzie’s.

I’m wearing the ‘Ringmistress Waistcoat’ from HOTDOG plus using a pose from the ‘Toothpick Poses’ set, also from HOTDOG.

I’m wearing the ‘F1124’ hair from tram, with the ‘Devil Horns Hair’ add on, which is a group gift, also from tram.

The rest of me is the ‘Maddie’ skin from The Skinnery on the ‘Lilo’ bento head from Catwa and the ‘Lara’ mesh body from Maitreya.

I’m at Hazardous for this picture.

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