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The Fear

The Fear

My, my, cold-hearted child, tell me how you feel
Just a blade in the grass, a spoke unto the wheel
Oh, my, my, cold-hearted child, tell me where it’s all gone
All the luster of your bones, those arms that held you strong

Oh, I’ve been worryin’ that my time is a little unclear
I’ve been worryin’ that I’m losing the ones I hold dear
I’ve been worryin’ that we all live our lives in the confines of fear

Oh, my, my, cold-hearted child, tell me how you feel
Just a grain in the morning air, dark shadow on the hill
Oh, my, my, cold-hearted child, tell me where it all falls
All this apathy you feel will make a fool of us all

Oh, I’ve been worryin’ that my time is a little unclear
I’ve been worryin’ that I’m losing the ones I hold dear
I’ve been worryin’ that we all live our lives in the confines of fear

Oh, I will become what I deserve
Oh, I will become what I deserve
Oh, I will become what I deserve
Oh, I will become what I deserve

I’ve been worryin’, I’ve been worryin’,
I will become what I deserve
I’ve been worryin’,
My time is a little unclear
I will become what I deserve

I’ve been worryin’, I’ve been worryin’
That my time is a little unclear
I’ve been worryin’, I’ve been worryin’
That I’m losing the ones I hold dear
I’ve been worryin’, I’ve been worryin’
That we all live our lives in the confines of fear

The Fear‘ ~Ben Howard~

As I stand and look out over the water at Giant’s Causeway at Grauland I can feel the cool ocean breeze, hear the birds as they dip and dive as they fly above me…….I can even hear the waves against the rocks and feel the water splashing on me as it does. All of that should feel like freedom….yet there’s always something keeping me trapped, something that stops me from feeling truly free. I’m trapped inside this mind….and there’s no way to escape, so like with anything that can be stressful I try to stay relaxed, breathe deep and live in the moment….because in the end that’s all we really have.

Holy man, that’s a little dark and depressing today, but it’s just a few thoughts I had when I was taking this picture. Yes, that’s a house arrest anklet………and for some reason it feels good, for some weird reason. I do admit to being a little quirky….so I guess it doesn’t surprise that I’ve taken a liking to being under house arrest. No worries, I still come and go as I please, with no one out looking for me to take me back home. If you want to put yourself under house arrest and spend the days binge watching Netflix and eating popcorn you can get your very own at The Men’s Department. It’s by Duckie and it’s unrigged and resizable so anyone can wear it. TMD runs until January 31.

The ‘Sunny’ bikini is from Blueberry and my breezy hair from tram.

The pose is from the ‘Frankfort’ set from Ana Poses.

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